The world needs our power, love and energy and each of us has something that we can give. The trick is to find it, use it and give it away so there will be more. We can be lights for each other and through each others illuminations we will see the way. We live in a world that is in a state of need for gaining power against all odds. If that means, compromising on our own morals and losing all self respect in doing so… So be it! Right? Not really… If any of our decisions and actions are a personal gain, with the “no matter what” attitude attached to it, its not just morally wrong but psychological and emotional wrong. We blame the world, the government, the officials, we literally blame everyone and everything for our problems. But have we ever thought of looking within? Have we ever thought of how we can be a positive light in this world? Yes, there is darkness, corruption, a whole lot of wrong around us…And I agree to that. But, there is a lot of love and a lot of compassion within us, should we choose to live authentically. We can be the light not only to ourselves but for all those around us. If we choose to be the light and live a loving, caring and compassionate existence, our light will most definitely eradicate all darkness. The way to be a candle of light is to Love. Love with all your heart and soul and everything that exists within you, rather than pull each other down on the road to power and success. Lets hold each others hands and get there together.
So beautiful as my Heavenly Father is showing me visions today. We are walking along side the ocean, my toes feel the cold sand and the clear ocean water gently covering my feet. My smile is so innocent, my eyes are sparkling, I feel the beauty within me shining through. I have the happy in my heart and I know no one can take this away. He takes my hand and gently spins me around as I dance. (He knows how much I love to dance and be spun around and around), His touch is so warm and I feel His love, Ohhh how amazing His love feels like no other. As He whispers… “My Precious Princess, know that I love you, no one can take this way, He will need to ask me for your hand before I accept, This man will be True, He will honor and respect you and love you like I do”. How Lovely is this vision that My Father is showing me as He whispers to me. Thank you Father for Your love.
So today I find myself having to dip in the waters of forgiveness. After letting go of a relationship that wasn’t serving me or healthy for me I’m forgiving the person that has hurt me. Why you may ask? Because I know how my heart beat is. Imagine some of the arteries flowing blood to and from the heart are blocked. The pumping is weak and everything is getting congested. That’s what unforgiveness does in our soul. Its a soul toxin because it blocks us from giving or receiving love. Today God is inviting me to bathe in His waters of forgiveness and let the love flow freely again. Forgiving = releasing. This changes when we release our hurt. I imagine my hurt like dirt covering my skin and when I forgive is like the water washes it off. I just stand under the shower of forgiveness choosing to release their debt until the hurt and bitterness is washed away.
Did you ever wonder if its okay not to be okay? I know I have many of times. But the truth is… we are free to not be okay. It’s okay to feel bummed. We can’t be joyous all the time. We have our reasons, whether is a memory we think about that makes us sad and we feel a sense of sadness, a loss of a loved one in a breakup, Or a feeling that just surfaces and we just can’t understand it. It’s okay to feel this way. We should allow ourselves to feel sad, cry or be angry, It relieves the pressure of pretending, putting on a mask to hide the feelings that actually exist. Knowing this truth allows us to be real and relaxed, It frees us from the miserable unquenchable pursuit to make something of ourselves by using others. The tension comes from the burden of the hidden secrets we store inside ourselves. So let’s free ourselves to… Its okay to not be okay.
Belief in yourself is the foundation of self confidence
I define myself by the courage I’ve found to forge new roads, Not by how many obstacles have appeared in my path.
I define myself by the forgiveness and the faith I have found to begin again, Not by how many disappointments I’ve faced.
I define myself by how much I have loved and been willing to love again, Not by how long a relationship lasted.
I define myself by how many times I have struggled to my feet, Not how many times I have been knocked down.
I am not my pain
I am not my past
I am a unique individual that has emerged from the fire.
If God answers your prayers, He is increasing your faith, If He delays, He is increasing your patience. If He doesn’t answer, He has something better for you. Amen!